My 2017 … bouncing back!
There is nothing you can’t come back from. You WILL bounce back.
For myself, and for many people I know, 2017 has been a really tough year. I started the year saying 2017 was going to be the best year ever. I said it was going to be amazing. Damn! I even had it on my wall!
It has been amazing in lots of ways, but it has also been gruelling in others. Those that know me know what I’ve had to face on a personal level, and I don’t need to share any of that but I do think I want to share the lessons. It feels like this year has been a year of walking my talk, and of putting spiritual lessons in to practice. I’ve been constantly catching up with myself in so many ways and finally at the end of the year I feel like I’m starting to break even.
This year has seen me totally dissect and rebuild myself and my life and it feels like the hard work is now really starting to bear harvest. It has been immense highs and lows. I feel like now that we are coming to the end of the year, I look back and see that it didn’t break me. It made me. I’ve learnt I am resourceful. I’ve learnt that I am loved. I have learnt that above all, I am able to maintain kindness regardless of my own personal battles. And I know my spirit is STRONG!
Most of all, I come to the end of this year with a realisation about my WHY! I do what I do because I love what I do. Healing, helping and teaching is what I came here to do and as long as I am focused on that, everything will continue falling in to place.
I love the beauty of what I do. To impact, to positively influence, to inspire, to awaken, to teach, to love. Being a good human being matters to me, regardless of what others are doing to me, or at me, I have stayed in my stillness not slayed in the chaos!
This year, I’ve also learnt the importance of fun and laughter. I’ve deepened my connections with people. I’ve strengthened existing bonds and made new friends. I’ve set clearer boundaries and really operated on my own terms more forcibly than in the past. I have grown in confidence, tackled and confronted obstacles head on. I’ve taken important decisions, followed my heart more and I can honestly say I am open to receive and it’s easy to trust. The theme this year has been “Don’t panic!” I’ve watched, waited and seen that the Universe never lets me down. I believe in the magic!
I don’t know what 2018 will bring, and I don’t want to tempt fate as I did in 2017! The Universe has thrown everything it could in terms of lessons at me this year, and now that it’s all out of the way, it’s time to look forward to 2018 with optimism.
I’m ending the year in a contemplative mood, and a feeling of relief in that I’ve got through it!
It’s time to reset, recharge and reboot ready for a jam packed January and I can’t wait to stuck in!
Rolling my sleeves up ready!!!
I am READY! Let’s do this!